oh Panic At The Disco, i'm sorry to hear that.

things are shaping up to be pretty odd. but they're shaping up to be really odd for me.

Panic At The Disco, the band i've listened since uh idk early 2007 maybe, lost two of the four members. TWO, and one of the two members is RYAN ROSS, i repeat, RYAN ROSS. he is the mastermind, he made the song lyrics, he, he, ARHH! i hope i was faint when i heard the news but i don't know how to faint. lmao.

i adore Ryan Ross for his music, for his lyrics, for his concepts, for his charm, for everything. saya sudah menganggap RyRo sebagai pacar khayalan saya, who sings me a lullaby and never say goodbye. untuk sekarang ini saya menganggap Ryan sebagai a selfish person, left the band for his own project. doesn't he remember he built the band? well, i don't know he really made the band or not, tapi saya tahu Panic! At the disco adalah band kelanjutan dari Pet Salamander (the band Ryan and Spencer Smith made when they were young). OMG RYRYRAWWWRRR. how can you do this to your fans?

Panic at the disco, hahah, awalnya saya agak benci dengan band ini. Dulu, saya menganggap band ini hanya sekumpulan badut sirkus yang mencoba bermusik. Yang saya pikir dulu adalah, "WTF is this band?! They're selling their attractions, not their music!" but fortunately i was wrong. like other fans, saya menyukai band ini setelah mendengar I Write Sins Not Tragedies. dan kecintaan saya terhadap Panic at the disco tidak terlepas dari My Chemical Romance (band yang membuat saya bersedia mendengarkan musik barat lol). setelah itu saya mulai mencari lagu-lagu mereka, download foto-foto mereka di buzznet dan worship them. i LOVE them. LOVE. L O V E. mereka band pertama yang saya buatkan scrapbook. satu buku yang isinya cuma panic at the disco.

when Brent Wilson left the band, it was okay for me. memang dia sudah ikut dengan Ry & Spence sejak Pet Salamander, but he was just the bassist. sorry Brent. Tapi sekarang, uh, i don't know what i gotta say. Ryan Ross the lyricist left. the lyricist, man. he made a lot of Panic's songs. A LOT. Brendon Urie bisa buat lagu, but c'mon, he CAN'T be as good as ryan, nor as poetical as ryan. i'm curious dengan nasib Panic At The Disco ke depan. well yeah mereka masih di bawah Decaydance, i know that, tapi pasti lagu mereka tidak akan seindah yang dulu. dan Ryan&Jwalk, they'll keep on creating music dan saya tidak tahu akan jadi apa musik yang mereka buat. yang saya harapkan dari mereka cuma jangan pergi dari spotlight, just keep on creating music.

mudah-mudahan Panic! At the disco (they got their exclamation pont back, right?) dan juga Ry&Jwalk tidak membuat any battle. teruskanlah persahabatan kalian. teruskanlah... teruskanlah... i'll be missing ryden.

Ps. sorry for the mixed language and the bad grammar.